Tonight my chest hurts again. It hasn’t done that in a while. I don’t feel like writing or reading my Bible. I can’t think of anything good to watch and I felt just a little suicidal for a moment. Still, it’s not a crisis. I’ve remember what I learned during the last few months. Being in pain is a great time to praise God because my heart would do nothing else. Not, like I have said, praising him for anything that he has done, but because he deserves to be praised.